in the now

I finally feel like I need to be back in front of this thing, writing my heart and soul out again.

Many things have changed, lots of stuff is still the same.

Still in Raleigh, still with Kevin.

Mikey has moved out of the state to New Jersey, Alix has moved back down to North Carolina and is with me finally, Erica is NOT my good kid anymore, I quit smoking again, I lost my job at the newspaper about a month ago, I went through the training to become an instructor for Les Mills BodyFlow and I love that more than I’ve ever loved anything in the world. I have my own class starting in October on Monday nights, at the Downtown Raleigh location at 7:30 PM.

So, working in sales, for now, at the North Ridge location, still taking as many classes as I can over at Glenwood, making lots of friends up here in Raleigh, FINALLY.

I rarely watch television anymore and indeed, wish I knew when Gray’s was starting back up and doesn’t Dancing with the Stars start again sometime?

I haven’t seen a movie in so many months I can’t even tell you. It’s ridiculous. Since February of this year, my sole form of entertainment and focus has been going to the gym. And I’m not even kidding. I found my love in the form of Group Fitness. I LOVE IT SO MUCH.

BodyFlow helps keep my bipolar self a bit more centered and relaxed, working out 2-3 hours when I do go keeps me feeling good and helps me sleep better.

Everything else in my life might be going to hell in a fucking decorated hand basket but I still have my classes.